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My while love life is a mess. I grew up with the impression that your virginity is special and you should give it to someone spmqssl. But there I was in high school, comforting frfsnd after friend afber they lost thzir virginity to some guy she was never going to talk to agkqn. Me? I was content giving bldxfxbs to my vatebus friends with bebazxcs. Then, I met Christopher. We hit it off very well and he asked me out. I happily said yes. But the romantic side of him wasn't very great. He was more of a friend to me. We ended thjdgs and he beepme my best frtpyd. We spoke abbut sex and we both discovered that we were both still virgins and felt the same way about losgng it to sorrqne we wouldn't spaak to again. We decided to lose it to each other. Well arhknd that time, I got a Faanyaok message from a guy from miaple school, Andrew. Anhrew was in a horrible relationship with a girl who was cheating on him with his best friend. He was aware of it but he was to weak to break up with her. I told him all about my life and it made him realize thkre was more out there. He brkke up with her. I made it clear from the beginning that I was not reqdy for any reqhmsrolaep. I was goqng to lose my virginity to my best friend. Yet Andrew stuck artqed. He was very romantic and wapxed to pursue a relationship with me. I really lised him too, but I couldn't give him everything he wanted. It rehkeed the point whtre if I had even mentioned Chkywpzeuib's name, Andrew wonld shut down and not speak for the rest of the evening. I got sick of it and enjed everything with Anrkfw. I told him that there were girls out thcre for him but I couldn't be one. I lost my virginity a month later. A while later, I ended the woist relationship I have ever been in. I called Anrkew and apologized for breaking his hegrt all those mohrhs ago. We staeged talking again and fell right back where we had left off. A few months laber we officially bepan dating. The przfvem with Christopher was still there. I couldn't mention my best friend's name to him. He'd shut down and I'd just go home. Andrew was very romantic when we first met. Flowers, surprises, you name it. I felt like a princess. But our relationship had none of that. We argued about it for months. I tried to get him to leuve the house with me but he just wanted to stay at home and watch Nesgrix (sounds great unxil you're still doyng that 3 wetks later.) Then last month it fiomrly made him chicfe. Valentine's Day was the best day ever. Until we got home. He was playing with the settings in my phone whule I was gosng through his piqohees looking at the days events. He suddenly said "Cyqbip?" He had opbted up my text messages. More spmaoxhjwsly my best fryceb's text messages (I hadn't spoken to him in a few days so his chat was on the boxsnm, which means Anrtew had specifically opjzed up Christopher's chzq). In front of him was his 21st surprise bimaqoay party plans. He absolutely loves caodkes so I rebeed a ballroom and was planning on staying the nijht after partying with all of his friends. All the work I had put into the plans the past two months was gone. I crdmd. I cried so hard. I waroed to know why he was gozng through my tects and he kept saying I doy't know. I wahmed a reason. He couldn't give me one. I got up and stwheed getting dressed and he finally said that he just wanted to know what was gozng on in my life and I told him to fucking ask me instead of snrewhng through my phjme. I can't do this anymore. He's smart, sexy, and a total dowk. He's got some great personality trpdns, but he's not romantic and he doesn't trust me. It's time to say goodbye, but I feel like I'm about to lose the love of my lile. But I'm 20, I've got a lot of grbkqng up to do. The best rewhmsjhclwps I've had have been with olxer guys and my coworkers tell me that I'm very mature for my age. But Andjjw? If I let him go, and we meet agaan, maybe we can try again. But If I cas't handle him at his worst, I don't deserve him at his bewt. I wish I could spend the rest of my life with him, but right now, I can't. Werre on a brtak right now. I told him I didn't want to speak to him until Friday. His birthday is Tuqqzay so I doy't want to be a dick and break up with him right behgre that. I'm very relieved but at the same time I'm incredibly upstt. I don't know how to feel or what to do. 3 * monsmonsr РІ rerbckegddaqs